Well it began like this I wanted to make it my testimony; my story but God's glory. The only problem is I was presented with an illness called Schizophrenia and that illness is very complicated but not so much really the truth is there's much truth to the very real spiritual implications of demonic attack; what we call oppression and yes even possession.

The possession began when I had turned away from my spiritual walk with God but the truth is God never turned his back on me however in 2013 I asked God to give me the absence of the holy spirit and the absence of him; he let me think he was absent and did, in fact, let me be 'free' of the obligations I had committed to. It came at a cost though.

The enemy swooped in and essentially attacked me nonstop with messengers; avatars; human hosts of demons. One character Peter in the Diamond Webrunner he has this spiritual goop of APPOLLYON the Destroyer. In the first book, we talk about Psalm 17 which Hezekiah the main character written about mostly my life and perspectives; he essentially goes to battle to purpose himself to keep away from the paths of the Destroyer and not slip in his new found re-walk with God as he was made a new with a new yet damaged covenant.

Damaged not so much on God's part but damaged in the fact that Hezekiah and the Author would cry at the very love of Christ through thinking "I am" or "I am Christ" it is not true now perhaps new developments might reveal that I; Joshua Jay Hitching received a stone in my life with the name Yeshua on it it is imperative to say I am not the Christ but true I am a Yeshua I share a kinship with Christ in my opinion and humble as I may seem to be at times I am still very much human and I do sin however more or less is not the qeustion it is the question of the heart for me.

When I sin my heart is not completely in it I ache from oppression and my own mind tricks that I play on myself as my darker side fights to gain control. We all have a dark side by the way and you know? It's like the old Native American/Aboriginal proverb it's not what side you're on necessarily it's what wolf you feed that determines what side you fight for and are on not that any of this necessitates the other in completeness but it is the general rule of thumb that if your on Team A you feed your Team A and ace the test instead of feeding B Team first.

The enemy swooped in and essentially attacked me nonstop with messengers; avatars; human hosts of demons. One character Peter in the Diamond Webrunner he has this spiritual goop of APPOLLYON the Destroyer. In the first book, we talk about Psalm 17 which Hezekiah the main character written about mostly my life and perspectives; he essentially goes to battle to purpose himself to keep away from the paths of the Destroyer and not slip in his new found re-walk with God as he was made a new with a new yet damaged covenant. the question it is the question of the heart for me. not the complete experience in my opinion if that makes any sense?

You see Reincarnation is not just anything it is the re-experiencing life in this lifetime with various variables and tickets or abilities; gifts, if you will turn destiny into something else entirely depending on our knowledge and ability to learn and adapt and perhaps we keep failing until one fateful day we catch on, is my opinion. Except; faced with the Judge of God/Yahweh and being told you failed would you not ask for a second or millionth chance as is possible with the power of forgiveness? I think you would but it wouldn't be granted to those who escape or attempt to escape their lifetime out of uncareful consideration. My position on suicide is that people who commit suicide are neither weak nor strong on their own but their ability to know when to end their lives?

Liberating is when you can decide when to end your life some may wish to suffer until the very end some may wish to be averse or refusing of the idea to end their life at any cost. It is society's duty to respect the personal beliefs not only of the individual but weigh in the family's feelings too and exhaust all measures to intervene and play Judge in the situation although we may not like the outcome I feel life is abundant and the pain caused by someone ending their life needs desperately to be challenged by any family member capable of bannering to the battle.

Love is needed in this world to end people wishing to end their lives love is needed in this world to heal the planet and sometimes we can only show love to a few people in our circle but our community you see? It is our circle. We need to learn how to create community and with these books I'm saying your neighbour your fellow man or woman is your human being and while I fail at loyalty and matters of the heart myself too and I fail like you or you or you or anyone in the situation of being infatuated with themselves or really loving certain things that is also a defence mechanism.

Do you see the demons or voices that everyone hears these days? They base their actions on self-worth or self-value and they attack those values and they attack that sense of self-worth and they will try to come into our life with or without a license they will do anything to destroy a heart a mind a soul and they will not relent luckily in a video game I won't name I called myself Relentless I was a Champion of the game but still, they wanted to bring me down to size; boy was I humbled yet honoured when 99-110 people were on the server and within that number or even in addition there was 1 of me; my stuff was being looted and I was desperately respawning to try to prove my point that game points don't matter my character does.

The lesson remains however the demons attempted much later on after this game to attack my sense of self-worth and self-love because they wanted to make me feel worthless for wasting my life but my work stood the test and I stood the test because I always had the ability to see the facts the truth is I remind myself every day unknowingly why I do what I do and why I need to do better each day. These days life is too much for me but I used to have so much power in life and I can regain some of that power if only I take the time to adapt.

Now the second book is a bunch of spiritual teachings and perspectives on how I gained 7 crowns at 7 Oaks and felt the different perspectives the other perspective is how we are formed as Diamonds like in Rhianna Diamonds or Hawk Nelson Diamonds and how we are formed from birth from before time and space even that we were formed to shine and shine we will with and so long as we accept the light of Jesus Christ the saviour.

I may be Yeshua but I am not the kind of saviour this Earth needs at least I don't think I am though the demons rage at me as if I was the only son of God because they too know of the stone and they too seek to destroy me but you know what? Here comes a quote from the KJV

"Psalms 91:2-8.

2 I will say of the LORD, He is my refuge and my fortress: my God; in him will I trust. 3 Surely he shall deliver thee from the snare of the fowler, and from the noisome pestilence. 4 He shall cover thee with his feathers, and under his wings shalt thou trust: his truth shall be thy shield and buckler. 5 Thou shalt not be afraid for the terror by night; nor for the arrow that flieth by day; 6Nor for the pestilence that walketh in darkness; nor for the destruction that wasteth at noonday. 7 A thousand shall fall at thy side, and ten thousand at thy right hand, but it shall not come nigh thee. 8 Only with thine eyes shalt thou behold and see the reward of the wicked. "

Just to requote "A thousand shall fall at thy side, and ten thousand at thy right hand, but it shall not come to nigh thee." Wow, what an amazing profound promise of God you see though I'm in one of the most amazing battles on Earth God has my back in everything no matter what I say or do My weakness his strength. Diamonds; formed under pressure buckle or come through still the fragments reflect light and can still shine all almost on their own but God has HOPE alive in his reflection inside there he dwells in the Prism of Light his Kingdom. Makes perfect sense right? We are the Kingdom; right here right now and yes there is a place for us up in Heaven quite literally but right now; we are fulfilling prophecy together.

Just wanted to do a recap of the two books as best I could without giving too many spoilers save the first book but yeah I hope this helps you decide whether or not you buy or not just know the Paperbacks have special messages and autobiographies on the back covers. Enjoy Shalom & Chassoch Ammats.
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